maio 29, 2009

"I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?"
- Ernest Hemingway

maio 23, 2009

"sometimes the best thing we can do is just sit down and breathe for a minute. it doesn't help, and it doesn't change anything, but just in case you're thrown off the deep end - breathe."


from wearecities

maio 18, 2009

"The world breaks us all. Afterward, some are stronger at the broken places."
- Ernest Hemingway

maio 17, 2009

maio 16, 2009

maio 15, 2009

"The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.

Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.

Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.

Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.

Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life.

Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.

Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.

Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.

Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed.

Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so.

Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).

Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.

Here's to the kids who speak their mind.

Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.

Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.

Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.

Here's to the kids.

This one's not for the kids, who always get what they want. But for the ones who never had it at all.

It's not for the ones who never got caught, nut for the ones who always try and fall.

This one's for the kids who didnt make it, ee were the kids who never made it.

The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.

Not for the kids who had all their joys.

This one's for the kids who never faked it. We're the kids who didn't make it.

They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best," And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest"

The only heart that I broke was mine, when I got My Hopes up too too high.

We were the kids who didnt make it. We are the kids who never made it."


Here to the Kids - Peter Wentz




from yourlittlebutterfly
"I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive."


from Running With Scissors

A List of Beautiful Moments Numbers 1 to 100:

1- Sometimes people surprise you.

2- Sometimes the sun shines with a glow that feels
strangely like love.

3- Sometimes people paint and draw with so much passion
that you have to close your eyes and take a deep breath
just to draw it all in.

4- Sometimes people sing.

5- Sometimes the trees blow just right in the wind, and
you can hear them singing.

6- Sometimes the air smells like bonfires and apples and
rain.

7- Sometimes the smell of flowers is all around you, but you
can’t figure out where it’s coming from.

8- Sometimes people care.

9- Sometimes a new day is an adventure that fills you with
excitement.

10- Sometimes waking up is like being born again.

11- Sometimes music or words are so beautiful they give you
tingles all over your body, and you sparkle.

12- Sometimes strangers smile at you as you walk by, and it
makes you feel warm inside, so you pass the smile on.

13- Sometimes in autumn when the air is just cold enough so
you can see your breath, you can take a walk outside and
everything is alive with sparks.

14- Sometimes there are fireworks.

15- Sometimes there’s fudge.

16- Sometimes the clouds move so slowly that you think time
is standing still.

17- Sometimes you have this moment where your house becomes
your home.

18- Sometimes your bed is the nicest place in the world.

19- Sometimes love is all around.

20- Sometimes your friends call you out of the blue to go for
coffee, and you have the best talk you’ve ever had.

21- Sometimes you talk on the phone all night, ‘cause you just
don’t want to stop.

22- Sometimes new people make you feel good about you.

23- Sometimes there are comics and hot chocolate.

24- Sometimes a movie makes you cry.

25- Sometimes pain is absolutely beautiful.

26- Sometimes the experience of being human is more than you can
take, and you feel like you’re going to burst with joy.

27- Sometimes people love each other so much that they can’t breathe,
and they can’t see.

28- Sometimes swimming feels like flying.

29- Sometimes the band is performing just for you.

30- Sometimes the sea smells like heaven.

31- Sometimes you close your eyes, and you realise something about
yourself that you never thought of before.

32- Sometimes things change.

33- Sometimes things stay the same.

34- Sometimes life is so big that you don’t think you can ever see
everything you want to.

35- Sometimes you love something you never thought you’d like.

36- Sometimes people show you something they love.

37- Sometimes magic is all around you, and you can feel it.

38- Sometimes winter is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen.

39- Sometimes someone walks into the room, and you just can’t take
your eyes off them.

40- Sometimes people are magic.

41- Sometimes there’s candy.

42- Sometimes you achieve things you never thought possible.

43- Sometimes something someone says is exactly what you need to
hear.

44- Sometimes someone writes something that seems to be about you.

45- Sometimes colours look brighter and more beautiful than they
ever have before.

46- Sometimes the world is new.

47- Sometimes you have to stop for a moment because everything
around you is just so overwhelming you can’t take it all in.

48- Sometimes things are hard, but everything’s going to be ok.

49- Sometimes you just need to go out and be crazy.

50- Sometimes you’re with someone, and you just can’t help but
touch each other.

51- Sometimes hugs can heal anything.

52- Sometimes a kiss is like a raging river.

53- Sometimes it’s like a soft tide.

54- Sometimes you see the stars.

55- Sometimes you learn a new word.

56- Sometimes the way someone talks is enough to win you over.

57- Sometimes another language can be like the most beautiful
music.

58- Sometimes there’s passion.

59- Sometimes you wake up at midnight with a million ideas buzzing
around your head.

60- Sometimes life is worth living.

61- Sometimes people hold the door for you.

62- Sometimes you hold the door for them.

63- Sometimes there’s chocolate.

64- Sometimes people love you so much that you can feel it, even if
they don’t say a word.

65- Sometimes rain is energizing.

66- Sometimes a movie is so good you can watch it over and over and
over and over…

67- Sometimes loneliness is sweet.

68- Sometimes you open your email and you have 10 new messages,
all from your old friends, who miss you.

69- Sometimes you miss someone, and they miss you too.

70- Sometimes you meet up with someone by chance who you haven’t
seen in years.

71- Sometimes you have to lose yourself completely to find what
you’re looking for.

72- Sometimes freedom is all you need.

73- Sometimes you win.

74- Sometimes the waitress/waiter is amazing.

75- Sometimes people are sweet.

76- Sometimes you get an unexpected compliment that leaves you
beaming all day.

77- Sometimes you’re on holiday.

78- Sometimes the restaurant is playing your favourite song.

79- Sometimes your stuffed animal is your best friend.

80- Sometimes you look over at someone, and you know you’re
both thinking the same thing.

81- Sometimes people are willing to share.

82- Sometimes there’s ice cream.

83- Sometimes people fly across the world to see you.

84- Sometimes there’s magic in the air.

85- Sometimes you have way more money than you thought.

86- Sometimes you look awesome.

87- Sometimes love is all you need. well….always.

88- Sometimes a thunderstorm is captivating.

89- Sometimes you know the right answer.

90- Sometimes people smile through their tears.

91- Sometimes people thank you, and you don’t even know why.

92- Sometimes everything goes your way.

93- Sometimes people are willing to compromise.

94- Sometimes it’s time to party! :’)

95- Sometimes you’re in love.

96- Sometimes reading the last line of a book is like saying goodbye.

97- Sometimes you can be romantic.

98- Sometimes you have wonderful dreams.

99- Sometimes it’s your birthday.

100- Sometimes you’re not scared anymore.




(o texto não é meu)
"I can believe things that are true and things that aren’t true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they’re true or not.
I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Beatles and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectable, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkled lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women.
I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone’s ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state.
I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste.
I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we’ll all be wiped out by the common cold like martians in War of the Worlds.
I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don Marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman.
I believe that mankind’s destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it’s aerodynamically impossible for a bumble bee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there’s a cat in a box somewhere who’s alive and dead at the same time (although if they don’t ever open the box to feed it it’ll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself.
I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn’t even know that I’m alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise, and sheer blind luck.
I believe that anyone who says sex is overrated just hasn’t done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what’s going on will lie about the little things too.
I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman’s right to choose, a baby’s right to live, that while all human life is sacred there’s nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system.
I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you’re alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it."


Neil Gaiman - American Gods

maio 14, 2009

é tão estranho sentir tanta falta de alguém que você não deveria? de alguém que você sabe que nem existe mais porque as mudanças foram tantas tantas que você já nem consegue contar mais.


tem que clicar para ver, mas enfim


from /ljsecret

maio 13, 2009




from crazybeautiful

'cause i don't do too well on my own

"It feels like drowning. That’s how I’d explain it. Life. It feels like drowning in the most beautiful elegant ocean in existence. It’s like grasping at the water to get to the top, it’s like sinking by the beautiful fish and remarkable sea life. You’d ask me how it began. It began when I entered the water, just like learning to swim. It took me a little bit too long to figure out that there was no justice, no truth, no forgiveness. No one is going to jump in to save you, it’s all on you. No getting around it, no turning back. All I could see was the shadows that I left behind me, like footsteps in the sand. And all I could look forward to were the splinters of light where I imagined that hope broke through. My parents said, one day things will be different. They promised me someday I would understand. I’m beginning to lose faith in those promises, because the water just keeps getting deeper and darker, and it’s getting harder to see where I’m going. There’s always been those people, the people who love to tear you down. The sharks, vicious and intimidating. But I read somewhere, maybe in a magazine, that sharks are just as afraid as us as we are of them. So I guess that counts for something. Everyone is just as scared and oblivious as you are, you just can’t get lost in the tide, fight for your life. Through all the emotional hardships I’ve been through, I’d like to tell you I have it all figured out. But words are just words. And every lesson unlearned is a secret waiting to be hushed and told. So no, I don’t have a tragic tale of abuse and harm. Just a battle of thoughts and being scared. Now I feel like I’m running into disaster left and right, and I was dropped into an oblivion where I was doomed to failure and the crash of the waves drowns out the hope . As I’m growing up, all I feel is mislead. Like my lungs are collapsing and I’m still trying to have my voice heard. Nothing is ever enough, but we work at it and we try. So I’ll hide away my memories in a box, keeping them away from the corrupted mess of a world. And I’ll pretend I’m still strong until I can get to the surface and gasp for air."


by fauximpact.tumblr.com

nothing left to lose

quero comprar roupas novas.
quero me vestir diferente.
não quero ser uma daquelas meninas em série.
eu quero comprar roupas novas.
roupas que eu considero bonitas.
roupas estranhas, roupas velhas, roupas que eu goste.
não quero sair de casa nunca mais.
não quero sair mais do meu quarto, mas meu guarda-roupa me odeia.
eu acho que

(why do I feel this party's over?)

still can't sleep
can't stop thinking
can't stop getting nervous about nothing and everything
can't stop asking me "what the hell i should be doing with my life?"

and isn't this exactly where i am?

"But I’d like to point out that you have to earn everything, that if you slack off for one second to stop and gasp for breath, everything you have will slip away without a doubt.

And I find myself losing who I am and what I wanted to be, I find myself losing all my warning signs and fear of the future, I find myself losing my motivation and aspirations, I find myself losing the people I love most.

And I have nothing to blame it on. I can’t blame it on being sick, on weed, on a fucked up family, on heartbreak, or on any disfuction you can think of.

All I can blame it on is myself and my unwillingness to conform to what life is.

Wake up, follow directions, go to sleep.

Wake up, follow directions, go to sleep.

Wake up, follow directions, go to sleep."



by drivemysoul
"When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend:
I'll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
(with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection)"

"And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same.
(we might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain)"

"And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this.
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did.
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live"

Lua - Bright Eyes
"Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take it
a day at a time"

Nails for Breakfest, Tacks for Snacks - Panic at the Disco

i can't believe it

meu guarda-roupa me odeia. eu realmente fico triste quando olho apra ele. não quero que ele fique lá. me faz sentir mal. não consigo dormir no meu quarto.

maio 10, 2009

mess

eu gosto de enviar cartas. eu gosto de comprar envelopes. eu gosto de fazer cada carta especial para aquela pessoa. eu gosto de colar selos em envelopes. eu gosto de raspar com a chave na embalagem do remédio e ver o selo aparecer. eu gosto de caixas. eu gosto de coisas simples e complicadas. eu gosto de coisas que são tão bonitas que doem.
“ Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am what you always wear, but you forget to wash
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night ”


Brand New - Guernica
headaches
stopped eating
can’t sleep
don’t know why
don’t want to
missing something
High School Never Ends
Bowling For Soup


Four years you think for sure
Thats all youve got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and say HEY WAIT!
This is the same place where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids,
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight?
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair or the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon, she's the prom queen
Bill Gates, captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back.

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs, who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you're still listening to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

maio 09, 2009

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lembrete












from crazybeautiful
vezenquando tudo parece tão vazio e tão estranho e tão errado como se todas as coisas estivessem fora do lugar. como se você estivesse fora o lugar. e você se sente mal por se sentir mal porque você tem amigos incríveis que se importam com você e que você nunca sequer sonharia com o que você fez para merece-los, mas deve ter sido algo muito certo e ainda assim tudo que você quer fazer é correr e se esconder em um canto escuro dentro do guarda-roupa e chorar e gritar e sofrer sozinho até que alguém te encontre e cuide de ti e diga que todas aquelas coisas todas elas tem um lugar certo para estar



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maio 08, 2009