is it a symptom of disease?

"When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend:
I'll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
(with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection)"

"And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same.
(we might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain)"

"And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this.
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did.
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live"

Lua - Bright Eyes